The Boy From Onion Alley

He hail from a home of snow,
Came here to get some sunny glow.

He is one of many friends and bedside lovers,
I am but one of the entry on his list of phone numbers.

It's a foolish thing to do,
Yet I can't help but fall.

Falling into him,
Falling into the swirling tide of his charisma and kindness.

The further I fall,
The more painful it is and the harder it is for me to hide my feeling.

Seeing him with those that he fancied,
My heart wretched beyond understanding.

Jealousy was in me,
Causing unnecessary pain onto me.

But after all that were said and done,
I would probably still do it all over again.

For all that were painful,
There were also wonders.

With him for the first time I felt contented,
As if my search for happiness has finally ended.

But if meeting him was like a dream,
Then now I have awaken.

Part of me wants to stay in that dream,
But the other part of me knows that dreams were never meant to be forever.

I am glad he had stopped by,
Even if it was just for a while.

Thank you for everything, ja :-)