It's demoralising,
Everytime you met someone you really liked and you thought might stand a chance with,
You have this tiny little joyous hope that maybe Lady Luck might shine on you this time,
Hope you are not the forsaken one destined to rot forever in singlehood,
That there maybe light afterall at the end of the tunnel,
Yet as soon as you make a move,
'Poof!' it goes your little bubble dream of hope and love and happiness.
Better luck next time boy.
Yes, utterly demoralising,
So many little hopes and dreams and imagination of happiness,
And as equally many 'poof's it feeds the ever growing misery upon each recall.
There reaches a point,
Where you feel defeated,
Demotivated,
Brought to your knees,
And you succumb to the fate brought to you.
That is when you start to believe in the sad affair of things, where happiness is but an illusion which shields us from the cruel truth that is - reality.
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6 comments:
Rejection always hurts. A lot. Like being stabbed in the heart.
Hang in there. There's many people with worse struggles, but they fight on. Even if there's the smallest glimmer of hope, we should keep fighting. I guess that's what life's about.
Thanks mrbunnyban for the kind words of encouragement :-)
i'm sorry for what u've gone through. it is appalling to read stories like this over and over again to the extend the reader too, gets demoralized tremendously. i wish u godspeed recovery and true love soon. :) take care.
Sorry in acceptance is a way to relief. We all do go thru wat u went. Let go. We can just b frens. Nothing more 2 ask. Ud feel better n move on again. Oni u can do tat n no1 can do it 4 u. B strong. After rain, there's sunshine. Just b urself n ur allrite. Gambate dude. :) Cheers man.
Thanks anonymous and cibetronic for your kind words as well.
Anonymous: Sorry about the recent down tone of my entries, but writing is a good therapy for me to get my head straight sometimes :-P
cibetronic: It's funny how coincidental it is reading your comments after writing my April 11 entry, cos they seem to share some similiar points :-)
oh ur veli welcome. we all wans some comfort zones. I just gave u some ... of mine hehe. Ermm did i miss something coincidence? hmmm... :) Where is it ah? blink blink.
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