On the first day of the Dog lunar year..

Am alone at home.

Woke up with a headache, but don't remember being drunk the night before..

Seem like a typical hot CNY aternoon, glad that I'm in the house, no need to increase further to my dizziness.

While eating my fish porridge brunch, watched a running of the movie 'Sgt. Bilko' on HBO, had me in stitches. I really love the old Steve Martin :-)

Checked my mailboxes (yes, it's a plural), saw a trend of growing junk mails, maybe I should really had been more careful about giving out my e-mail addies heh? :-P

Am wondering whether I should continue with the very romantic/sweet/funny Densha Otoko or wrestling with my PS2 joypad. Both seem to be my only companions on this surprisingly quiet afternoon.

I discovered Densha Otoko through participation in a online forum, the first few episodes are really enjoyable, and is unexpectedly touching, actually had me COL in one episode. Maybe love is really about being touched, emotionally rather than physically, lol.

My view of love is always this mystical and magical feeling, like in a fairy tale. The main protagonist in Densha Otoko has really innocent and mr-nice-guy qualities that I find myself being attracted to and easily sympathized with. He may not have the hunky look, but seeing him fumbling in all kinds of situations have me somewhat rooting for him, maybe it's because we all tend to like to root for the underdogs. And an endearing underdog Densha Otoko is, lol.

Lust has been one of my constant regrets, maybe the day when I'm finally free of it, is the day I find Him.

I'd still like to think that despite all these, somewhere out there, sometime down the road, perhaps I might just find myself in a fairy tale.