Woke up slightly cold,
Exchanged sms with someone,
Who was on my mind throughout NYE,
And that was how cold turned into freeze.
Wanted to break out of my new found despair,
But my mind was frozen.
Wanted to stop the pain,
But like a blade it went straight through my heart.
This is the second time,
I felt like a discarded toy.
One moment I was showered with their attention and admiration,
Moment later I was left out in the cold.
Guess I'm not cut up for these games,
Always taking things seriously when I shouldn't.
But "Why?" I want to ask,
Why did I not feel like a toy when I was with you?
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hey, i am undergoin exactly the same thing here. why must older men toy with young kids all the time? this is my first time and i thought by giving in my best, i would get the best in return. so silly and naive. anyway i wish you all the best in this new year. may you get what you're seeking.
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