When things seem too good..

Sometimes I am amazed by my faith in fate/God's Grand Design, just when I thought that there could not be any more 'love at first sight' happening in this holiday season, it freakingly happened again yesterday, where I met and had perhaps the most perfect date I ever had or ever could have.

I swear it was so out-of-this-worldly perfect I could hardly believe it was not a dream. It was almost like a fantasy come true, where you get to have a date with this hot guy who possess every single feature that will make you go crazy just by looking at him. And did I mention that he would be incredibly sexy and seductive at every possible opportunity?

After the date, every logic of my brain deduced that this has to be some joke from the Heavenly Father, for it is simply too good to be true.

I was both extremely exalted and saddened.

Happy, because I could now die peacefully knowing that I had experienced something this wonderfull; Sad, because I somehow don't think I would ever have the chance to experience this again.

Reason is simple: If it is too good to be true, it probably is. I learned from the hard way that good things never stay with me, and I should not expect that they would.

When I told him he left something in the car, he probably didn't know I also left something with him - hope. A frail hope maybe, for something so great, so beautiful, I can hardly describe. But there it was right in front of me yesterday, so near and yet so un-imaginably far.