Just read a heart-wrenching comment left by someone whom I used to maintain a relationship with.
I'm deeply sorry for whatever pain I inflicted on him during the recent breakup, it was my fault for not being able to end the relationship sooner, instead of giving him false hope.
Knowing its not easy for two person to be together, I really wanted to make the relationship work, only to find out later that chemistry of the heart does not always follow universal rules. It does not matter what my mind wants, if my heart does not long for it, it's only a self-deceiving reason to remain in a relationship that exists solely for the sake of getting two person together.
You know being an agnostic person, I'm fairly surprised by my own strong belief in karma and sin?
Karma - What comes around, goes around.
Sin - Something which I think I have done wrong and I would like to repent on.
In this journey of love discovery, I went through the lives of many different people, some have left me scars, and some I have left scarred. Of course, I have said it before, I would really rather have people devastating me than have me devastating them.
Cos I know I'll get stronger with each wound inflicted on me, but for each wound inflicted on others, I found myself the more un-deserving of anyone.
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