Disability

I was going through Fridae's profiles just now, and I came across this guy's profile, whose face I have seen many times before during my previous Fridae sessions.

The only difference this time was that I went to read through his diaries. And I was surprised to find that he has such great writing, as I could almost feel the emotional struggling he went through with his recent breakup of a 6-year relationship.

His story reminded me of another touching story which I heard just last night from a similiarly broken-hearted friend.

But as much as I emphatize with their painful experience, I realised that I actually envy them.

For they could love a person so much, so madly and so deeply, that I found myself drown in their emotional turmoil as they shared their tales of love lost.

I could not remember the last time when I loved anyone this intensely. Perhaps I have yet to meet the right person, or maybe I am just not capable of loving anyone like that?

I don't know, maybe one day I'll have the answer. And if I'm really lucky, I might still only be in my 40s at that time :-P