Unspoken

I don't know whether I should call you..

So many words,
held back,
so many thoughts of you,
swimming endlessly in my mind.

Maybe we started out the wrong way..

Defined in a new word recently learned,
a strange concept,
a hard cold fact called -
'sex friend'.

It suddenly dawned on me..

I know what I want to do,
but I don't know whether I should,
because I don't know whether I should wait,
or whether I should do more.

I want to tell you,
"I miss you"